Singing, Tracey! Happy Birthday!

June 15th, 2010 by IamDraven

My Mom got this record (yes VINYL) when I was a baby and I’ve heard it every year on my birthday since.  When I was little the sound effects in the beginning would scare me,  and I would hide and cry.  Even if I’m not at home when it’s my birthday, my Mother makes sure she calls to play this for me.  Apparently Zoom has his own website (and you can like him or whatever the hell you do on Facebook) so if you have a little one, I’d recommend it.  I was always surprised to hear someone sing a song just for me!  And now, it’s not my birthday without it!

Space command to Zoom
All systems are go for your message to Tracey!

Hey, Tracey!
It’s your birthday!
I’m in charge of the stars
And I’m here to say,
’cause Tracey,
You’re the BIG STAR today!

My name is Zoom
And I live on the moon
But I came down to earth
Just to sing you this tune
Hey, Tracey
It’s your birthday today!

A present for you
I wanted to find
An outerspace creature
A one of a kind!
A wild whop or a kukelchoo,
An apple drop or a buzzardstew
Or maybe a 3-eyed tickleshay
For your birthday

Did you ask:
“uh, what’s a kukelchoo?”
Well, up on the moon it’s nothing new
But that won’t do for you,
On your birthday!

I searched behind the clouds and stars
I even zoomed my bike to Mars
And met my friend the saucer man
And he said:
“Hey Zoom I got the bestest plan!
What your friend needs is something new,
So how about a song, just from YOU?”

And so tonight when you’re in bed
I’ll be singing to you as I zoom overhead
Singing, Tracey! Happy Birthday
Singing, Tracey! Happy Birthday
Singing, Tracey! Happy Birthday

To you!

Happy Birthday, Tracey!
See you next year!

Broken Strings – James Morrison

April 6th, 2010 by IamDraven

This is a song that’s so well written, it was hard to pick just one lyric that “makes the song”.

“How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before?”

 

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can’t feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking it’s the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late, too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

What A Difference A Year Makes…

December 18th, 2009 by IamDraven

I heard this song on my way home last night and it reminded me where I was a year ago.  I had a ring on my left ring finger that felt like it was made of acid.  Every time I looked at it I got angry and tried to remind myself I was supposed to love the man who put it on my finger, even though I truly had no respect for him, was full of resentment towards him, and yes, even hated him.  Even telling him things directly to his face, so I was passive aggressive via my music choices.  If telling him to his face wasn’t getting it through, at least I could sing along with someone who understood. 

This Christmas I’m in a much more stable relationship with someone who has a job, a car, a driver’s license, personal hygiene habits and doesn’t live under his parents thumb at age 32 (especially since he’s 28), and no ring on my finger this time.  As angry as I was towards Mike last year, I couldn’t be much happier with Erik than I am now.

 God has truly blessed me this holiday…

 

Energy – Keri Hilson

I wish I could rip out a page of my memory, ’cause I put to much energy in him and me.  Can’t wait till I get through this phase cause it’s killin’ me.  To bad we can’t rewirte our own history

Such a mystery,
When he’s here with me,
It’s hard to believe I’m still lonely,
Chances fadin’ now,
Patience runnin’ out,
This ain’t how it’s supposed to be.

I’m havin’ nightmares from sleepin’ with the enemy,
How do we reverse the chemistry?
I don’t want us to be the end of me
This love is takin’ all of my energy.

Seems only like yesterday,
Not even gravity could keep your feet off the ground when you’re with me,
How can two be as one  have become so divided now?
There’s no use hidin’ from misery, (no).

Now I can feel you changin’ me
and I can’t afford to slip much further
from the person I was meant to be.

I’m not afraid to walk alone
not giving up but moving on
before it gets to deep
cause your taking all of my energy.

You’re killin me ,
You’re takin’ all of me, yeah, oh ohh.

(This love is takin’ all of my energy.)

Better Man

August 27th, 2009 by IamDraven

I heard this song around 14 years old; far from the woman I’ve become to date (and the kind I’m still striving to be) but I was in the midst of an abusive relationship.  Eddie Vedder frequently writes from a woman’s point of view, and I was in awe that a grown man could write something that could make me fall apart with a simple lyric. (At the same age I also paint shopped the lyrics to ‘Black’ over a dot matrix printed rose I colored with overhead transparency markers and hung it on my closet door)

As you grow up, you don’t necessarily forget about songs, but they get pushed back to the recesses of your mind. 

Yesterday I made the trek to the hive-inducing Wal*Mart.  One of my favorite bands is Sugarland and they released a limited edition live CD/DVD but it was only available at Wal*Mart.  Erik tried to find it for me in Maryland as a gift, but wasn’t able to find a copy.  I managed to snag the only copy the West York store had.  I started to listen to it last night on the way home but only got 2 songs in.  On my way to work this morning I started the CD over.  Imagine my surprise when I heard the opening chords of Better Man.  The narrative is even more powerful when a woman sings it, let alone someone as talented as Jennifer Nettles.  I pulled into the parking lot at work, put my head on the steering wheel  and cried.  The song has a powerful effect on me as is.  With everything that’s been going on that I’ve been bottling up the past few months, I guess it just got to me. 

She lies and says she’s in love with him, can’t find a better man…

Talkin’ to herself, there’s no one else who needs to know…

She loved him, yeah…she don’t want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah…that’s why she’ll be back again

 

 

 
Waitin’, watchin’ the clock, its four o’clock, it’s got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
As he opens the door, she rolls over…
Pretends to sleep as he looks her over
She lies and says she’s in love with him, can’t find a better man…
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man…
Cant find a better man
Ohh…

Talkin’ to herself, there’s no one else who needs to know…
She tells herself, oh…
Memories back when she was bold and strong
And waiting for the world to come along…
Swears she knew it, now she swears he’s gone
She lies and says shes in love with him, can’t find a better man…
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man…
She lies and says she still loves him, can’t find a better man…
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can’t find a better man…
Can’t find a better man
Yeah…

She loved him, yeah…she don’t want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah…that’s why she’ll be back again
Can’t find a better man
Can’t find a better…man…
Ohh…ohh…
Uh huh…
Ohh…

Teenage Dirtbag

August 18th, 2009 by IamDraven

But he doesn’t know who I am and he doesn’t give a damn about me…

And it’s just an overall fun song to sing!

Her name is Noelle
I have a dream about her
she rings my bell
I got gym class in half an hour

Oh how she rocks
In Keds and tube socks
But she doesn’t know who I am
And she doesn’t give a damn about me

Cause I’m just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah I’m just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby… with me
Ooohoooooo

Her boyfriend’s a dick
he brings a gun to school
And he’d simply kick
My ass if he knew the truth
He lives on my block
and He drives an IROC
But he doesn’t know who I am
And he doesn’t give a damn about me…

Cause i’m just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah i’m just a teenage dirtbag baby
listen to Iron Maiden baby with me
Ooohoooooo

Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn’t know what she’s missing.
Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn’t know what she’s missing.

Man I feel like mold
It’s prom night and I am lonely.
Lo and behold
she’s walking over to me.

This must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am?
And why does she give a damn about me?

I’ve got two tickets to Iron Maiden baby
Come with me Friday – don’t say maybe.
I’m just a teenage dirtbag baby
like you
Ooohoo Hoo Hooooooo

Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn’t know what she’s missing.
Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn’t know what she’s missing…YYYYEEEEEEEEEHHHHHH

Music For Cougars – Sugar Ray (Album Review)

July 29th, 2009 by IamDraven

I have eclectic music choices.  I proudly have Captain and Tennille and the German techno from Super Troopers sharing space in my iTunes. 

I think the highest form of affection for a person is a custom made mixtape, so I thought I’d share my favorites with you.  It will most often be just a single song I want to share, but special events call for special circumstances.  My favorite band released a new CD for the first time in 5 years last week.  And this Friday night I am seeing them in concert, fulfilling a dream of mine I’ve had since I was 16. 

The reason Sugar Ray is my favorite band is because of the mood boost they give me.  Don’t get my wrong, I’ve said for years that I would sell my soul to spend a night having sex with Mark McGrath, but honestly, no matter how bad of a day I’m having, I will go dig out a Sugar Ray CD and a few songs in I’m smiling against my foul mood. 

Music For Cougars

 “Girls Were Made to Love” (Featuring Collie Buddz) – Favorite line: “You’re not the only one I see, well you’re not the only one, but you’re the one for me.”  This is sundress and sandals, late night at a summer party dancing with your crush knowing that it’s about to be more than a crush.  A breezy summer beat that you’ll catch yourself humming later in the day.

 “Boardwalk” – This is the first single they released.  I wasn’t wild about the ‘Boardwalk” chant and echo but it grew on me and reminded me of being drunk with my friends doing the same thing.  An ode to summer flings it’s a classic Sugar Ray groove.  It makes me nostalgic for summer vacation boyfriends.  I can picture myself on the Ocean City boardwalk with my friends from high school when our parents let us wander off for the afternoon and we did nothing but look at boys.  Summer/Vacation boyfriends were always hot, intense, and short lived.  And still give me a crooked smile when I think back.

 “She’s Got The (Woo-Hoo)” – Hands down, my favorite song on the album.  It sounds like Timbaland yelling the intro.  It’s got a good club friendly beat.  There is no doubt in my mind this song was made to get the girls up and dancing.  The verse’s have a nice funky groove for a slinky bump and grind and it winds up into a more frenzied driving chorus that makes me want to get up on a bar, or into a cage and shake my ass.  Maybe even flash the girls, lol.

 “Love Is the Answer” (Featuring Rivers Cuomo – Cover of an unreleased Weezer song)– When I heard the guitar riff I immediately thought of Weezer.  Later checking out the liner notes I found out this was a Weezer song that was never released and the guys pulled Rivers Cuomo to do back up vocals and the spoken bridge.  Sugar Ray put a nice bubble-gummy spin on this song and it’s nice ear candy.

 “Rainbow” – I thought this song was a load of bullshit at first.  But by the time the second verse hit I was crying.  With every thing that I’m going through with trying to find my biological mother and my Gram fading I’d be lying if I said my heart wasn’t breaking over and over every day.  It’s everything I can do to hold myself together some days, and it may sound stupid, but this song is a little boost of ‘you can make it through this’ right when I need it the most.  If you listen closely, and you happen to be hurting you hear the background darkness in this song.

 “Closer” – The guys did a nice rewrite of Katy Perry’s Hot N Cold chorus for this song.  A good song about trying to make a relationship work.  A good song to sing along to with the windows down.

 “When We Were Young” – This song really comes into it’s own when the chorus hits.  Another good pop song with a catchy chorus and good lyrics.

 “Going Nowhere” – Depressive lyrics to a good, driving beat with nice guitar riffs.  Only Mark can make lyrics like ” king of the loneliest ghost town” into an upbeat lament.  A well written song on every front.

 “Love 101″ –My least favorite song on the CD.  It’s not bad, but I don’t normally like ‘gushy” love songs.  It has a good 50’s beach blanket bingo vibe to it thought.  It’s written like advice to another male about how to treat a woman you love.  Maybe if somebody loved me, I’d like it more, lol.  Best lyric: “Close your eyes so you can remember someone you can never forget.”

 “Last Days” – Nice 80’s synth beat.  This makes me think high school Prom, but in a very nice way.  The guys pull out a nice harmony on the bridge.

 “Morning Sun” –Another song with a retro feel.  Beach party with acoustics, watching the sun rise curled up under a blanket with your summer fling.  Ahhhhh…. summer love.  I feel like I should be swaying with a lighter while this plays.

 “Dance Like No One’s Watchin” (Featuring Donavon Frankenreiter) – Classic Sugar Ray.  This makes me feel like I should be barefoot on the beach with a beer in my hand, swaying to the music of a bunch of guys playing acoustic in front of a bonfire.

I bought my copy at f.y.e. but I found out that Amazon.com had limited edition acoustic remakes of Fly, Someday, Every Morning and Boardwalk, so I purchased them each and am downloading them as I type. 

Unfortunately, my favorite song, ‘Falls Apart’ was not remade but I have my fingers crossed they play it at the show.  I hope you’ll at least listen to one of the songs I’ve given my input on.  Who knows, you might like it!